What a terrible, rough, shitty year.
The first four months were… Nothing. I was nothing. and I can feel myself sliding toward this those past few days, shit
It got better once I kicked myself back, but, yeah, not a good experience.
Then halfway through the year, the best news of my life, and overall, a lot of good stuff??? 2016 was trying to make up with me????
Yeah, or not, because November and December were shitty.
Not really for me, but for the world. I just don’t know what to do of all this.
I don’t know what to think of 2016 as a year.
What did I learn? How have I changed? What am I supposed to do???
Well, enough is enough, 2016 is over (yeah, we have like 3 days left and I know a lot can happen but let’s just say it’s over for my own mental health)
The big question is… What about 2017?
For the first time in four years, I know where I am going to stay for the next six years, and so I don’t have… to worry… about this? What a weird feeling.
Art wise, I really really hope I’ll be able to get a better schedule for my webcomic. I really want to focus on it, because I feel I’ll improve better by working on it rather than trying to do a full illustration once in a blue moon.
That involves accepting to make mistakes. Allowing myself to not be perfect.
And this is also true for everything else in my life. Failure is not the end of the world.
So, my main resolution is this one:
Stop asking yourself so many questions and just go for it.